They tell you things
to ramp you up
until you have found yourself
on blocks,
Your wheels are left spinning
but you
have lost all contact with
the road.
And what you have left
is stripped for parts.
There is nothing to do
but be very, very
aware.
This is a poetry blog. It's like a journal, just not in prose. It should hopefully be its own defense.
They tell you things
to ramp you up
until you have found yourself
on blocks,
Your wheels are left spinning
but you
have lost all contact with
the road.
And what you have left
is stripped for parts.
There is nothing to do
but be very, very
aware.
I have been clawing myself
open
hoping something will change
underneath this
pale human skin
to find the natural animal within.
And it is not a rabbit or a doe.
Great Disney set-up, though.
When I found her,
barking, chicken stealing and
skylarking,
I found my name.
I understood what strangely happened here
a wild adaptable canid
loyal as a tick,
owning your trash,
looking for a life
amid constant change.
And I know many things
that steal away from the one big thing you
think you know.
I shed the self that was
only human
to learn to grow.
And my bark
is like the cackle of a witch.
You can never see through me
because every day there is a new me,
because I remember your past
so hard I never remember mine.
And I feel fine.
I shed my human skin,
and the wisdom
within falls out.
I am here for your doubt
and your remembrance.
Let's dance
in the light of a harvest moon,
and gather our thoughts together
and tell them
so cleverly
that we think they came from ancient history and not
just you and me.
They in their purple and their crimson
faces painted like a mural in a brothel,
their tired hair piled high and
hands in an attitude of most
Holy Sacred Prayer did
take their children
to the temple of their fathers
and their fathers' fathers,
there to be fed to the brazen beast
as was the custom
and their great privilege.
And you could not say them wrong
for they would have no ears to hear it
nor did they have eyes to see
their babies' faces
as the priests took their spotless virgin
offerings--and no god intervened.
If you go out not knowing
when to be checked
the world will see you wrecked
because you sway out there
not with a chip on your shoulder
but all made up of chips--
stacks to gamble for, stacks to bargain with,
and this life will just
chip, chip, chip away.
Your most loving friends will
gather you up in their loving arms,
but O! Up in arms you will
surely be gathered by them, too.
Get your chips on the table--
you may be gambling with the world
but you can still enjoy the game
depending upon who you play with
and if you know when not to play.
If you unwrap these
charred skins
depicting a scene of war
you would read of
a world: a universe
of trapped and
channeled woe, a tale of
persecution
for the wrongs of others
at last
with nowhere left
to go,
And you might think
them ancient,
the scarred remains of
history's flow.
But they breathed life
the same as ours
only sadder
but a little while
ago.
His landing was hard
they said, euphemistically
in a place where words
are made to hide truths,
not to reveal them,
and he was
brought down
as his prized meats
were still hanging--
because he was a butcher, caught
in the blades of history
sliced for others
to dine on as he once
ate and ate and ate.
Who is served by this?
Who knows? Just
get ready with your plate.
There was no room for emergency
in the emergency room
so she settled into her car
as life emerged from her,
and then life left
her infant, too.
What were the doctors supposed to do?
If you said first, no harm
then no harm done,
but that math isn't fooling
anyone. It's attention diverted
from the harm of inaction
when fear has gained traction
and pro-life is merely
forced birth,
and such births will happen anyhow
and that the baby died doesn't matter
to the screamers now-
having happened in a car
not a clinic.
Call me a cynic, but if you call this
an act of God, or
an act of fate,
I would say no--it was the state
that barred the door
that tied the hands
that choked the heart
that buried the child,
all mummified in red tape.
Tape as red as blood.