Letting myself go

letting myself go
letting myself go out
letting myself go out looking like that
letting myself go out in those clothes

letting myself go
letting myself go on
letting myself go on being interested in things
letting myself be who I am

letting my "self" go
letting my "self" stop judging
letting myself stop hearing what other people say
letting myself stop saying those things, too

letting myself go
letting myself breathe and eat
letting myself drink and feel sun on my skin
letting myself fall in love with me

letting myself go
giving myself all the permission
to take care of myself
setting myself free

letting myself go--leaving myself be
not worrying anymore what others see
let them look, let them stare
I will still be me