Her skin split,
her eyes wide,
the dreams of possessing 
what she lately denied
defied in the moment
of the irrevocable 
slide of her body to the ground
where he wanted her
six feet or twelve feet under.
More, he wanted her hurting
longer, but she stopped
short and breathed 
her last, accusation on her face
like it always was, 
and he wanted that look gone because
that was the look he wanted gone 
when he did it.
And her family was next.
His life was spent,
sped out of control, 
flung far and fucked-up on a
drum roll to the crash
of his life and he wondered if he could 
meet with a knife tonight,
or no, a cop's gun,
or maybe he'd end it himself,
having seen what he wanted, her body 
down
still at last and no 
more his than it ever was
but she was the first and 
easy.
Not the worst moment
to hang a last thought on, 
he thought at the last--
a hatred to death.
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